Monthly Archives: January 2010
Freshly baked
the special thing about it is isnt just about the taste. it’s about where it came from. hand delivered. the chocolate chips made sense. the raisins opened the lock to the jewel box. fairy dust was sprinkled on it. and … Continue reading
Pockets
sometimes im scared i’d be happy living the cliche. that’s why im so reluctant to embrace it. to feel fine being human, just like everyone else.
Breaking dawn
i didnt sleep all night. im still wide awake fully able to open my eyes. it’s been 12 hours since i last slept. only 12 hours you say? well, it was an all nighter. drove AROUND town. drove to the … Continue reading
Just being there
i really didnt want to blog today. but something happened and i feel really… pissed off about it. so im venting out here. kay it’s nothing about me. long story short, the teacher’s a beach in another spelling and even … Continue reading
Bit late, but…
i know what my new years resolution is already! i want to focus on the right things. from every aspect in life. i’ll break it down: 1) instead of complaining and grumbling and muttering under my breath about ALL the … Continue reading
Pull me back to sleep
have no connection to anything. feeling so unconnected. where’s my usb portal like one the blue avatar people has? chinese new year is almost here, another year. i cant help but feel all the fun im looking forward to are … Continue reading
& there’s glitter on the floor
i really wanted to write about something… but i went on facebook as i waited for this page to load and now i cant remember! alzheimer’s at seventeen. awesome. last year, i didnt have anyone to invite over for our … Continue reading
Ice queen
oh my gawd. i was going through my rubbish in my harddisk and i found this not-so-ancient picture of me. dated 27May2008, i remember i was in one of those weekly trips to singapore. this was at… if im not … Continue reading
恶心啦~~
以下是我已经有一段时间想说的话。 初中，如文是我唯一的知己。从那友谊，我们互相学到了很多很多。 高一，我转去了一个彻底陌生的班，一整年完全就是活在自己的世界里，超级忧郁。突然很想念很爱我初中班的人。如文此时渐渐消失。当时下定决心把高中念完就飞，在那里，完全感觉不属于。 高二，转来了很多新人。年头交了一个后来发现很不喜欢的朋友。老师换位后还有种种原因缘分，我终于找到了我高中的gang。 高一时，我哥毕业了。听他与他班上的故事，觉得很衰，为什么我不是1990年生的？总觉得我不可能有他高中的结局。 果然，我的结局跟他不一样。虽然还不是最后，但是我跟身旁的这些宝贝的友谊绝对是另一种的棒！ 现在高三。我一直认为，年头的事很多都是还不稳定的。但是无论最后，以后，未来命运怎样把我们解决，我想爱够够这些我爱与爱我的文忠人。 [[[ 刚转来高三这班时，我不准文忠的人说我是别班的。每天下课不管要睡觉、做功课、八卦、吃东西，我都会第一时间离开我班到文忠。有好几次他们还没下课我就冲进去 =.= 每次有人问我，“你不是隔壁班的吗？”我都会硬说我是文忠的，只是借用隔壁班课室。 但是有一天，我坐在位子上吃叉烧包看书，朋友就走过来作弄我说：“隔壁班班长，做么每天下课都跑来这里的！”我就用我平常的话丢给他当答案，然后他就说了一句话。他说：“其实这班是你的班，那班也是可以是你的班。”~ 听到直接... 哇。 从此以后，我就没有再跟任何人说我只是“借用”他们课室。我觉得，无论我的路是什么，都是命运或如果上帝还是阿拉还是谁存在的安排。都会有它的好和坏，都是有原因的。而我不会迟疑接受它。就算今天我遇上最残酷的遭遇，我都会接受它。也许 this is the way my life's supposed to be, cest la vie :) ]]] 话说回来，朋友。环绕这小圈子的人和这三位女人，我真的很珍惜与他们的时间。喂你们，谢谢！