Seventeen going on eighteen

应该没有什么人读啦 但是我的电话不在我这里 如果你打给我 还是什么 我会明天回电~ 抱歉！（谢谢你们的心意~）

i had a really big day today, and in thirty minutes, i will turn eighteen. but im sure i wont feel any difference from the person i am now. maybe in time, years, i will grow up. but right now it’s taking its time growing so i dont have to wake up tomorrow and wonder, geez when did i know how to solve math problems.

these few days have been spent with the swimmers. i enjoyed every single second and moment being with them and im also glad my mum is glad i had fun with them. like, genuinely glad. i have pictures, i have videos, i have words getting ready to get out and describe all the fun we had, all the moments we shared. but there is nothing, nothing like the memories of ours etched in our heart & soul.

thank you guys for being so special and by just being there in my life. thanks for sharing this really special bond with me.

and imma be eighteen! thank you, every single person who has appeared in my life.

im really tired my brain isnt working anymore. i dont have my phone with me so there’s no reason to sit up and wait for birthday calls or messages. so i guess i’ll just… sleep.

goodnight! see you tomorrow older!